+reach for the stars+

getting my life and my depression under control.

my life has a bunch of positives that i really need to start looking at more. i suffer with depression and im getting help for it again, im starting my medication again and i going to go back to the nord center to talk to someone. lucky enough i have a very supportive boyfriend who cares for me and wants the best for me. i have a job, hopefully a better one soon, and i have an amazing mother who is always on my side. i need to be more positive. im going to get this depression under control again and be a better person.

im taking my life back in control and hopefully soon i can find a friend i can count on?




'It doesn’t always
need a knive to kill
someone. It just
takes a simply goodbye.’


I left my jacket in my friends truck and when I got it back this was left in the pocket. 

You are so beautiful
I wish I could spend
every minute with you
and I miss you every
minute that I’m not
I could spend years
telling you all the
things I like about
So I’m just gonna
say in our solar
system there’s 9
planets, 204 countries,
809 islands, 7 seas,
and I have had
the privilege to meet
You to me are
1 in 7 billion and
theres no one else
Id rather spend time with than you

I’m really sorry for
all the stuff that’s
been happening

kenny is literally my best friend. i love him so much.

❝ Keep your relationship private without keeping your partner a secret. There’s a difference between privacy and secrecy. ❞

— Unknown (via wreckedsailboats)


Well I am fat as fuck…

‡Carpe Noctem and enjoy the Insanity☾

I am so thankful for this gem to be in my life. he is my rock. we had our first real fight yesterday and even when I was mad at him, I wanted to see him. I didn’t want him to leave. I’ve never felt so loved in my entire life. not from any other guys or even friends for that matter. he is my everything and I dont know what I would do without him. he makes everything better when I feel like nothing will ever be okay again. he lifts me when I am down, and no one had ever cared as much as he has. I love you kenny


Brown eyes are so underappreciated

❝ Who hurt you so much that you started to hate yourself? ❞

— Midnight thoughts (what made you so sad)

❝ If you can see a future without me and that doesn’t break your heart then we’re not doing what I thought we were doing here. ❞

— That 70’s Show (via temperare-te)

❝ You can decorate absence however you want- but you’re still gonna feel what’s missing. ❞

— Siobhan Vivian, Same Difference (via larmoyante)

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